What did I do at 07:45 this morning?

Was I sleeping?
Still up and refuse to let the party end?
Reading a book since I coldn't sleep because of my retarded neighbors?

No....

I was swimming
Yep, I got up early, took my bike while it still being dark and went swimming
This might not be a weird or a big thing for others but for me I might as well looose my mind!

Im going on Wendsday again btw......

Im waking you up to check if you are sleeping?

I hate the fact that I can't sleep alone anymore. Not in my bed here at least, at other places it's okay but this bed is just made for two people and two people only.
After reading colonial history I finally feel asleep (how very weird?!) and then dreamt about missing all my exams. Somewhere around 04.00 my boyfriend came home from being in town with this very considered idea on his mind. The conversation went something like this:

Boyfriend: Hey baby, wake up, wake up?
Me: What?! Why?
Boyfriend: Im waking you up now so you don't get scared when I lay down in bed now
Me: Uhum......., okay, did you have fun?
Boyfriend: Yeah! I saw this girl dancing really good on a pole!
Me: I am so very happy for you.....
Boyfriend: Goodnight honey
Me: Goodnight!

In his defense: He said she didn't look that good!

Good Feeling

I must say this year started off really well! A lot a things that were hanging loose or in some ways lacking are coming together. I feel like I can finally relax and open up more and more. I simply stopped caring about the injustices done in the beginning and now I count only on myself and my closest around me so I can't get disappointed either in case something goes wrong.

Some months ago I signed up for this very social and travelling fraternity here in Groningen. To be honest I didn't think much about it and didn't really bother to read all the emails they were sending out either. Sure they were in Dutch but with a small effort I can read them but never got to it. I have also been invited to go out, meet up with people countless time but as mentioned before, never got to it. Something was holding me back! While being in Sweden, relaxing and reloading something changed in me, I became my old self and its very weird how fast a change can occur. When returning from Sweden everything just fell in place, social life, studying, feelings about my relationship and myself! Everything! Guess all I want to say is that it feels damn good to be back on track again!

In order to survive the exam period

Since my biggest thrill of the day is to walk 500 meters to the local food store and buy breakfest right now I thought I would help myself to hold on and remind myself of all the fun trips I have coming my way! I study 10 hours a day and nothing else which makes me a very very boring person with hardly any contact with the outside world.

I just booked my trip to Sweden and my hometown Norrkoping again. Thought it would be nice to squeeze in some more family time before the school starts!

While being "happy" on New Year's I bumped in to two girls from the same fraternity as me and they told me we could take a cheap flight to Dublin, Ireland in February. Said and done, I bought a ticket two days ago!

And finally (planned for now) I'm going with my boyfriend to Hungary, Budapest to visit some friends of his!

Ohh, now it feels so much better returning to my reading about the French-Indian War during the colonial time in America. Dear God I have never cared less about anything but this post will at least allow me to get pass it without falling asleep!

Vaccation was too short

New Year was great and spent with friends and much olie bollen! My exams are coming up soon and I feel that I did not have enough time at all to rest!

The answer to my problem?

Play Final Fantasy 9 all day long!!!